Eureka!! So the obvious for me has been finally made visible-phew-. I got there with the gaze reflection (yes I can really brood over a theme). I had a conversation today that lead me to it, as in a dance back and forth until my mind clasped it. Dear reader do you wonder what I am referring to? It is an intensely important element in my work that I was overlooking in its significance. I was not listening so well to my own self and what I need from what I am doing. It is a silly aspiration, but can I stop time? Like a memorized gaze that repeats in your minds eye? I take them like mental photographs to thwart the eventuality of endings and dwell there in those little frozen spaces. I have touched it again and again with my eyes.