As the day dawned I found a newly emerged mourning cloak butterfly and held him for the briefest of moments. He flexed his wings in the sunlight and took off into the sky.
I left to go to another city about 2 hours away to drop off a painting for a show. The woman who greeted me was a bit reserved. She did not remark on the work or offer a friendly word. Instead she looked me up and down with a cold eye. It made me nervous about a conference I am attending and presenting at that goes along with the show. I will have to prove myself to them, that I am worthy of being there.
When I got home I found that Nella my rabbit was dead. She was laying in the bottom of her cage. She had a birth defect that needed medication and because of it was constantly having trouble. Her death was still rather unexpected. Let's all hope it is not an omen, just a passing as things do. I buried her in the dirt, laying her gently into the earthy hole. Letting it swallow her white body up with each shovel full of dirt. I realized how worn out I really am and reluctant to find sorrow again. A rainbow filled the sky as the storms passed and the sun set. A red rainbow, a day of transformations and endings.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
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4 comments:
I'm sorry about your Nella but don't look for signs. You will do just fine at the show, as you always do. The cranky broad is probably jealous.
I will miss Nella, she was feisty, but could be very sweet, when she was in the mood to be nice.
-Corby
I guess Nella was another little pet that you rescued? I'm sorry that she has passed and I know you will miss her but maybe it was just her time to go. Don't look for shadows dear.
As for that woman at the show well I would say that she has an attitude & peoples skills problem; that is so rude and unsettling when someone looks you up and down like that, Corby she is the one with the problem not you.
The show will be fine. :) xox
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