Monday, February 23, 2009
I am enjoying this mood of unfeeling, which sounds like a contradiction but is somehow how this is working. I think it is emotional survival mode. It makes me not really feel like posting, I have nothing to say. The reality of this is that I am not really speaking here to who I want to speak to. I have given up, it is too difficult to pick up the scraps of hope in the impossible dream. I am concentrating on enjoying little moments, it is all we ever have. Our stories will be forgotten when we pass on.
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Sometimes it is a good way to be, no feelings, just in survival mode.
The hurt becomes too much and gets gets so intense I wish I could switch off completely.
Impossible thoughts haunt me...I haven't slept properly for over a week...good that you can find little moments to enjoy, they are few for me at the moment.
If I'm still around I wont forget you Corby when you pass on but some people do forget quickly.
Thank you for your beautiful words yesterday, I did reply at my blog, I always do. ♡
mood of unfeeling... understood.
Sometimes needed to heal.
Kind of like taking a mental nap.
True and necessary, I have been under a lot of strain lately.
-Corby
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