I have heard that this time of doubt and sorrow will end, it came to me today. I saw a vulture and the thought filled my mind and eased me somewhat. The show was great and really the time I spent around the show was comforting. It was wonderful to be in a place of welcoming possibility, to feel movement around some dreams you have. I found it difficult to transition into being home today. All the stuff I am stuck dealing with came back and suffocated me. I was down all day with the whys and the doubt mostly the doubt. I want so much to know what is the best thing to do and I just have such great doubt. I know how I feel, that is not in question as difficult as it is. I am wondering how to act upon what I feel. I am going to be patient, which is generally tough for me as I am a person of action.