I love you and I hate you
I hate you because I still love you
I love you because you are not here
I hate you because you are not here
I hate you because time is passing
I love you because time is passing
I love you are not mine
I hate you are not mine
I hate her she is yours
I wanted to be better
I wanted to rip down the stars for you
I wanted to stand at your feet and praise you
I wanted to be your muse your moment your future
I wanted to be my own future
I wanted to find you and discover someone in my work
I wanted to be less alone
I wanted you to hear my voice see my voice
I want to see you
but I won't because I have to hate you
it is easier then heartbreak
I know heartbreak
It stings the teeth
rips the day is leaving
love and lost love and lost again again
I lost my mouth my eyes my words
I say nothing again and again nothing